Given the state of the internet, I am writing updates here. Given these updates and my twitter account, there remains no reason to contact me uselessly. I am unavailable to any inquiry whose intent is not to enrich my life. Being of service to me is not only a requirement of any interaction with me (because why else would I entertain it?), but it is a *component of the teaching element inherent in this dynamic.* If you're requesting a one-off appointment with me, you will still be following my protocol -- whatever I decide it to be at the time -- to even have a prayer.
To be fair, my standards for allowing you to occupy my time and share physical space with me are so challenging to meet because they are designed to automatically weed out the unmotivated, entitled, cavalier, and profane. To serve me, it will require an intentional and VESTED decision on your part. This should be uncontroversial, but I do enjoy the tantrums that it seems to inspire on a regular and relentless basis...going on years now.
Remember: I never have to give you what you want just bc you want it. What do you have for me?
To the victor, they say...
Now.
Gifts:
Net-a-porter list: Preferred list. I like the visual layout...and receiving luxury gifts.
Amazon list is mundanities. Mostly skincare & beauty, yoga, stationary, tech, books.
I always like receiving luxury gift cards so I can shop on my own time.
Since I'm moving, I appreciate giftcards for things I may need for my new apartment.
My PO box address will change next month. You only really need this if you like to send me cash in the mail, but you can always send gifts there, too.
New Clip: Too Much To Handle.
This is a clip about mental devastation. I think you will like it.
Speaking of too much to handle...I haven't had much time to edit clips. I have a queue but other things to do. I won't have time to film customs until the end of September.
iWantClips is also experiencing disruptions from their processor. Money has been arriving late for some studios as their volume is throttled. I don't know what their prioritization schema is for payouts, but I do know that not many producers can absorb delays. If I pay my amex a day late, I have to pay a fee. So....It's not confidence building, to say the very least. They could get around these issues by decentralizing their registers or building individual ones de novo. My services could always be retained, of course, for a fee.
This is all well and good. After a run-up of improving months of sales, I'm going to schedule my queue and focus on a transfiguration.
I have recently begun supporting work on a project that will debut at AVN 2019.
I'll be on a panel on September @ Eyebeam in Brooklyn about hacking & sex work.
I am excited to be back in New York. I said around the time I had been gone five years that "that bitch still can't get me to come home." But we always do go home, don't we?
Providers and dommes and porn people and kink and burlesque and film art whatever people who want to make things and do things, I have life. I am ... reorganizing digitally from the spinal layers of the internet.
A transfiguration, of sorts.
Amen.
Xx, Smith.